Wow, its been a long time since i have gone and writen anything. Im still alive, so thanks for the messages a few of you sent. RL has been hetic. Got sick, found out it wasnt a cold... it was somthing pretty sucky that i have to deal with for the rest of my life now, had some more bad stuff happen, had some good stuff happen, but all in all I cant wait for 2016 to be over. Its personaly been a sucky year. But im thankful for my friends and family who have been there for me to see it through!